i love jon!!!

firecrotch...tehe...

well its been kinda a long time since ive updated... sorry about that for any of yall that actually read this... ive been going through an emotional time... seems like im going through bfs like underwear, none of them seem to fit, and the ones that do, i dont keep... it sux, but im learning....

there are these boys, i like them, i think its cuz i havent known them since elementary like i did with the ones from irving... they are new and i like them, some i like just because they are cute and others is a stronger kind of like... of course i flirt and they flirt back, but flirting cant tell u how a person is on the inside and thats y i hate doing it...but yea, im tryin to not me as flirtatous and more deep with the people but its hard to ina classroom setting... passing notes lets me do it, till the teacher catches u and makes u sit at the very front of her classroom....lol...

pre-phase region try-outs... are next monday, 2 songs: God of Life and The Darkling Thrush... i kno both of them but wish me luck.... every praying moment and good luck wish could helpp me, so wish on every star, not just the first and pray for me.....

love yall all dearly...

mark took me to the park today... it was AWESOME!!! we went to the lake first on this floatything above the water and there was little fish all around, from a distance it looks really ugly and nasty but when u get up there and you get to see all the little fishies, its amazing... and there was froggys too... there was these huge tadpoles too... mark thought they was little catfish... then we saw frogs so we guessed they was tadpoles... they had huge heads and little bodies, there was like 6 of em , i was so excited cuz ive never seen a tadpole... :):) we walked around a lot and went to another smaller, more like pond than lake, and we talked and we watched this guy and his dog for like 20 minutes... there was this bee that kept buzzing around me so he stepped on it and killed it. :) then we walked over to the playground... and swang on the swings... we twisted ourselves up in em and let em spin and we got really dizy... i was drinking sunkist before and i felt like throwing up... but he seemed fine... we threw the little pieces of tire(thats what the ground at the playground is made out of-recycled tires...gross right) at each other and then it got hot all of a sudden so we decided to come back and he kept pushing me off the sidewalk and telling me that he was "getting me off" it was alot of fun and i hope we get to do it again...

if u cant tell by reading this, i like him and i really like spending time with him at the park :):) well thats all folks, prolly be anotehr entry on monday cuz, tomorrow im goin back to irving... to clean some more... :( love yall bunches...

<3kirsten<3

tomorrow is the day ive been waitin for all week, i dont have to stay after school... i get to go home at a normal time :):) although today wasnt so bad because i had been listening to the CD all week that i knew the songs well. except my vowels, mr d told us to stop using our vowels and so now, i dont use them :( im trying to regain the dos-and-donts of doing them, but after 3 years of not doing them, its hard to remember to use them. well thats all so far...

theres this boy i like, hes sweet and nice and cute too... he rides the bus with me in the mornings and he sits with me:):) its nice, hes a virgin though.... thats not a bad thing, but if u knew the WHOLE sotry, which i am not going to tell on here, its kinda a bad thing for me though since im not a virgin.... well thats all folks...

<3kirsten<3